Red is the new Black

2015-05-20 - 10:26 p.m.

before - after

enough

Awake but forlorn
Alive but aching
Needing so much
Having it all
Out of reach
Scattered

Twisted and burning
A tree neglected
Tie a noose
Wonder what will hold my body
When my soul is cuddled
Warm and touching skin to skin
Mortal contact
So far away

Unpracticed in loneliness
Hurting for your undivided attention
Knowing I am selfish
But needing
Aching

Wishing happiness felt different
Wishing it meant I never had to be alone
Punished by reality
By individuality

I'm weak and disappointed
Still with a gaping hole to fill
My heart is attached but

It's not enough

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