Red is the new Black

2002-12-05 - 8:10 p.m.

before - after

hyperventilating loss

too too too too v





aoekldl;,kv pp;mp;pbeme;slag'las

all ive lost and all ive gained

fuck it all

i feel only pain


m, , , , , , , , , ,

damn it all to hell

im going to fucking kill^breathe^someone^breathe^

i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i

o my fucking go^breathe^d

in out in out in out in out inout inout inoutinoutinoutintoutinout...

try to ^brea^ ^the^ *coughingdieinghellishcrying*

silence as my breathe ceases and tears are staining, on my cheeks its raining

and the tears remind me of the poem

the thing that was my own

more me than me myself

more life than life itselffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff


[hands over head, supposed to stop this/start breath]

quiet quiet lungs dont fail me

all this beauty that ive lost

ive lost it ive lost it ive lost it

gone gone gone gone gone gone gone


ahh ahh ahh whooo whooo whoo ah ah ah whoo whoo whoo

wooo phew wooo phew wooo phew

and i must calm down

"meghan are you okay"

shakeing head, left right.

body trembles....supported and i feel that all i know is the first line

of expressed love

-what you remember well

was an undeserved hell-

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