Red is the new Black

2002-09-29 - 2:36 a.m.

before - after

fuckedup

worn

draped with black garments

undiscovered

wishing against will

to disappear

into my mouth i shove a pill

and drain my throat with alcohol

how long till

this drug wears off?

what is there besides death

to force me to truly exist?

wandering aimlessly

as i do so often

watching the bottle's liquid level fall

as i fall

deeper

satisfied

with this path

unsatisified.

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