2003-02-27 - 2:56 a.m.
anger hurts
this month of anniversaries
too much for you to hear from me
its only double standards
that stand for anything
on this glistening globe
a dizzying sphere on which i stare
blindly trying to understand
how i can ALWAYS be wrong
and not understand
from this chair where i sit
and write down this shit
i can hear your tears
that you think im ignoring
this story is so goddamn old, and boring
i feel something is wrong
you tell me im wrong
you tell me im awful
and that my interpretation of a situation
is complete unfounded
you tell me what to do
you tell me when to do it
you yell at me when i have any differing views
and you think im a bitch,
look at you
i cant ever do anything right by your standards
i dont get my credit when my credit is due
but you?
youll get yours and then some
because you know that youre great
and youre "magical"
and i think the cardboard crack has killed you, in fact
because youre never anywhere
but there
any conversation can be twisted to include
words of worship
and i hurt you and dont show you any respect
fuck that!
it never happened
you expect that
i dont think you think im me anymore
you certainly dont know where i am anymore
my head is so empty with noone to touch
7 tracks run circles around an uncaring wretch
like me
i dont think i will ever be able to grasp
the doubled standard
headache that
is what you live
in your world of baggage and carolina dreams trashed
you never dreamt of me
you never wished for me
you never wanted me
and im what you have
but you wont have me
its your way
not my feelings
that you care so much for
your clean
lifeless animated form
would rather have steak
than reality
for sure.
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